You can be a very smart loser & I know that you know how to use your brain. But you are using it wrong. You are trying to block out and tell yourself that you need to stop doing this, you need to get over your financial domination addiction and you need to stop giving beautiful goddesses such as myself, you money.Well your in the wrong mind frame. It’s your calling to do that. It’s what you should be doing. What else would you be spending the money on? Just stupid things that you don’t need, alcohol etc.You need to put your money into the hands of someone with experience, someone who will put it to good use, ME. I am an experienced findomme, I know how to handle your money and spend it just as easy.Follow your heart but THINK WITH YOUR BRAIN. Don’t try and fight the positive thoughts about you loving financial domination and trying to tell yourself it’s wrong, because you will always know that it is right.