You need me. You feel so good when you are serving me. You need to have me in your life all the time. You can never loose me. It scares you to think that one day you might stray away from me. It makes you ache to think you might shy away. That’s why you need to sabotage yourself into being with me forever. Blackmail. Put the responsibility in my hands, it’s safer there. I’ll make sure you never go astray.