HumiliationPOV – Self Destructive Porn Addiction Reinforcement

You keep coming back over and over and over again. To your screen so you can wrap your hand around your cock to some more verbal annihilation. You can never get enough because you are an addict, a porn addict. You have a bizarre little case of porn addiction. You are addicted to humiliation porn. Seeing me give you the loser sign or flip you off makes you so hard. Your brain has been rewired to look at this as a symbol of eroticism. It’s so deeply engrained into you now. You’re an addict, you can’t run away from this fact any more, it’s taken over your life completely. It’s always in the back of your mind, isn’t it? When is the next time you can go back to your room so you can pump your cock some more.Edge your cock, goon your brains out all night, that’s what you think about during the day. But don’t you think that calling yourself a porn addict just isn’t sufficient any more? Sure a lot of people are addicted to porn and masturbation but not like you. They can still lead normal lives. But you, you can’t go very long without thinking about it. The thought is always there. Your desire to pump your cock to verbal abuse is always there, you’re always thinking about it. Always twitching, always craving more.I don’t think that this is even porn to you any more, your addiciton goes deeper than that. You are a dru g addict and this is a dru g. Your humiliation porn library is your dru g stash. This is like a hard dru g, one that is completely destroying your life and your mind. And you’re always chasing that next high. Isn’t it making sense to you? This is a powerful dru g. See how your cock gets harder and harder as me feeding you this reality settles in. The more real it is, the better it feels.Here you are humping your hand just like your addiction tells you to. But not just to humiliation porn, you’re jerking off to your reality. It’s not just generic loser abuse, no, you know this is real and it hurts to some degree knowing that you are participating in self destructive behavior by being here right now. And being reminded of it and sexualizing it. It is a powerful dru g, isn’t it? And it’s not going to get any better any time soon. You feel so high right now, it feels so good. Keep humping your hand.Keep edging and goon because that’s all you want, it’s all you thought about all day and here’s your high. And you’re going to keep taking hits all night because that’s what a junkie does. You live for this high. It’s so pathetic. While most porn addicts are jerking off to vanilla porn, you’re here pathetically humping your hand to me reminding you of what you are, what your life has become, a pile of nothingness. No purpose, no meaning. It’s destroyed you like a dru g addiction. This is a dru g addiction you can’t fix with rehab. And you don’t want to.This has replaced everything in your life. This is what you live for, porn and verbal abuse. And you’re craving for more and more, it keeps you from doing anything else. No one is going to help you and you’re not going to help yourself. You’ve given up. You are so deeply fucked and addicted. Your mind has been forever rewired and you’re going to be forever dependent on this high. And you’ll never succeed in quitting because every time you’re reminded of your addiction you get hard. You get hard every time you’re faced with the reality of how pathetic you are. That’s why you’ll never get better. What a dangerous thing you did when you took your first hit. You’re a junkie for life now and this isn’t porn, this is a dru g.